practice post for 10-25

Class on Thursday was tough. Planks are not my specialty, but I do enjoy the challenge. I like being challenged to try something new. I like it when I see that my body is stronger than I think, or that it can move in a way I did not know possible. This weekend, I was thinking of how we only have 7 classes left ( :( ) and that I would like to try backbends. I don't know if my back could take it, but I am willing to try.
Speaking of my back, yoga has definitely helped ease my back pain. Usually, my back pain is just a silent, but constant struggle. I don't often mention it, but it typically hurts all the time. It has constantly been in the back of my mind for the last four years. Today, as I put on heels to wear to work (something I never even would have considered last semester) I realized that I hadn't thought about my back pain in a while. It doesn't constantly hurt anymore. I have my days, just like everyone does, but it is not that nagging, constant pain. That, for me, makes yoga a success.

Reading response 10-23

Throughout the Gita, I have found several instances where the philosophy is similar to Christian ideology. In the section we read for today, chapter 8-10, I found two examples in particular.

In chapter 9, Krishna ends by telling Arjuna, "fill your mind with me; love me; serve me; worship me always. Seeking me in your heart, you will at last be united to me" (9:34). This reminded me of Jeremiah 29:12-13 that says, "then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart."

Another similarity I found was in Chapter 10 in which Krishna tells Arjuna how he is in everything. He tells Arjuna that in everything he can be found. While reading this chapter, I was reminded of the book of John when Jesus says his seven I Am statements. He tells his followers that he is the bread of life (6:35), the light of the world (8:12), the gate (10:9), the good shepherd (10:11), the resurrection and the life (11:25-26), the way, the truth, and the life (14:6), the vine (15:5). The difference I found in these descriptions is that Krishna is a part of everything and Jesus is separate. Krishna is in everything. Jesus is the point of everything, he is the path to god, but he is not in everything.

I was surprised that the Gita is very similar to a lot of Christian ideas. While reading, I thought that if I was not a follower of Christ, then I would probably follow this Hindu tradition.

reading response gita 10-18

Bhagavad Gita:
6:24. Having abandoned vain desires and conquered all the indriyas,

6:25. gradually calming the consciousness, the Yogi should study the own Essence — the Atman — without distracting thoughts to anything else! 

Yoga Sutras:

I. 12 Practice and detachment are the means to still the movements of consciousness.

I. 13 Practice is the steadfast effort to still these fluctuations

I. 14 Long, uninterrupted, alert practice is the firm foundation for restraining the    fluctuations.

I. 15 Renunciation is the practice of detachment from desires.

I. 16 The ultimate renunciation is when one transcends the qualities of nature and perceives the soul.

While reading the Bhagavad Gita, this particular section, chapter 6, reminded me of the detachment sutras we discussed in class. In this chapter, Krishna is explaining to Arjuna the benefits of self-control in yoga. He details the detachment of yoga and the benefits of doing so. This particular passage caught my eye because it explains the whole purpose of yoga. At the beginning of the sutras, the author states that we are beginning the practice of yoga in order to dwell in our own true nature. This is what Krishna is referring to with the Atman. The Atman is the soul, the seat of everyone's divine true nature. The Atman cannot be harmed, and is not directly connected to our physical bodies. This is why, when we practice yoga, learn to focus our minds, and detach from the world around us, we can learn to dwell in the Atman. I also liked that the Gita refers to it as a "study" of our own Essence and the Sutras refer to it as "perceiving" the soul. 

Practice Response 10-18-12

This week I was thankful for a class where we could request poses. I also realized that it had been a while since I had a 'normal' yoga class. The last two classes had been meditation and pranayama. It was fun to do poses and have a bit of a physical challenge.
I asked for shoulder and upper back poses. I forgot that I do not enjoy most of those! :P  My shoulders and upper back always are sore and knotted. In particular, my left shoulder hurts to the point where sometimes I feel like something is wrong with it. The poses in class left me sore, but more flexible in my upper body. I was surprised when we did bound arms pose to see how well I could do it. At the beginning of the semester I could barely grasp below my elbow. Yesterday, I was able to grasp just above my elbow on both arms. I love seeing the progress, even when I haven't been repeating that particular pose over and over. I really do feel grateful to be practicing yoga.

Reading response Gita chapters 1-2

In the beginning of the Gita, Arjuna, our hero, is faced with a moral dilemma. He is about to go into battle against his family, against the very men who made him who he is. He did not want to go against them. He was afraid of how these actions fit with him dharma and would affect him in the after life. He asks Krishna isn't there a special place in hell for people who dishonor their family? (paraphrase (: ). He is asking Krishna to help him know how this is the right thing to do. 

In my own life, I can't say I've ever been going to battle against my family, but sophomore year I did have a similar experience as Arjuna. At the beginning of Sophomore year, I was planning on leaving Baylor and transferring to another school. Doesn't sound too bad, right? Well, the school I was planning on going to was a bible school that did not offer Bachelor's degrees, only certificates. My parents were adamantly against me doing this. I can remember hours that I sat in my room turning to Jesus (my Krishna figure) and asking him what was the right answer. How was staying at Baylor, or leaving Baylor, going to be following his will and obeying God. During that time, I learned so much about what was the purpose of my life and about the commandment to honor your father and mother. Obviously, I chose to stay at Baylor and I have never regretted a moment of it. :)

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This thursday Yoga was exactly what I needed. Last week was busy and I was feeling a little overwhelmed by Thursday afternoon. I need a reprieve, a chance to focus in and forget what all was happening around me. The breathing exercises we did gave me just that. For one hour, i merely focused on my breath and the comfort of the positions we were in. I laughed at trying to do (and semi-succeeding) lotus pose. I relaxed onto my bolsters at the end and forgot about my to-do lists, the hundred things I need to do before the semester is over and focused on my breath. In and out. In and out. In and out.

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This has been a rough week for me ever since yoga Tuesday. I am incredibly sore in my legs and groin from the stretches we did. My back has also been hurting, i think because of the soreness and tightness in my legs. I was actually sad that we didn't have yoga on Thursday because I knew that it would help with the soreness. When I don't do yoga, I see the effects that doing the practice has on my body. I was busy yesterday and unable to do home practice, but I wish I had. Maybe this weekend I will spend some time doing some poses at home.